Day 4 | 10 things u wanna say to one person |

1. Honestly i never thought that u will come into my life..
2. Honestly..yOu are the best things happen in my life..
3. Honestly my life would suck without yOu
4.Honestly u  bring my life bac
5. Honestly i will never let you go..
6. Honestly im yOurs..
7.Honestly i need yOu
8.Honestly in the future..i want yOu to b a succesful persOn and hOpe all u wish come true..
9.Honestly im sorry fOr always make u sad..
10. Honestly...i lOve you so much...:)..

|I dont know..but i really wanna say this..|

I LOVE U SO MUCH MUM.....!!!!!hehehe..tadi mum kol..punya happy..walaupun beliau sibuk tp dia sempat jua kol sy.huhu..sy pula yg jarang2 mengkol durang ni.huhu..aiyaaah!anak apa ba sy ni...tp ndapalah len kali sy mesti rajin2 kol durang..Nda sabar pula mo balik tyme kaamatan nanti.Tadi mum cakap dia ada bikin tapai..!naaaaaa adalah laini ampai2 tyme kaamaatan..hehehe..bha ni saja la sy mau ckp.Telampau gembira ni sampai inda terkata-kata..Ahakss!
*thnx mum!thnx mum!thnx for always fullfill my wish!i love u so much..i really do!and i love daddy tooo!!muahhhhhhh!!!

Day 3 | 10 Things i hate |

1. Boys!!!haha..tida bha.. i HaTE playBOY..:)
2.Bad people
3.Flu
4.Alone
5.Far away from my parents and home sweet home
6.Orang yg suka ambil kesempatan
7.Orang berlagak..!upss..
8.Exam
9.Tiada kerja mau buat...bhusan!.
10.Getting older and older..!huhu...

~Random me Today~

~Get Over it~

I hv no idea why i hate exam lately..exam makes me feel so bad. I cant  focus..everything seems so crazy. I cant study..and im doing something crazy...facebooking...watching muvies..playing games..and bla bla bla...

Day 2..| 10 Things i Love |

1. Guitar..
2. Cookies..
3. Travel..
4. Besukan
5. Lepak-lepak..
6. Blogging..
7. Facebooking..hihi
8. My Soulmate..
9. Menyanyi2 walau pandai sumbang..
10. K-pop..hoho

Day 1...| 10 things about me |..

1. Penyayang..hoho

2. Animal Lover..

3. Bule men alat muzik.

4. Suka buat benda yg Xtreme.

5. Suka jalan-jalan..

6. Family is my priority

7. Sumtimes i can be silly..

8. and fragille too..so handle me with care..xD

9. Panas baran..neee!

10. Aku CHENTA MUZIK...

1st Tyme | 10 days, 10 things about me...

Day one : 10 things about you
Day two : 10 things you love
Day three : 10 things you hate
Day four : 10 things you want to say to one person
Day five : 10 wishes
Day six : 10 items you can’t live without
Day seven : 10 important people
Day eight : 10 of your favourite songs
Day nine : 10 ways to win your heart..



Hoho..i got this from http://nurizzatienadia.blogspot.com/...so here i am wanna answer this..mcm siok pula tau maw mnjawab..hehe..

Happy Born Day Sistar ~

Today was your Born day. Wish u all the best in ur life.Thanx for being a good sister to me.Thanx for being understanding, caring, and loving sister to me. I do appreciated for all ur kindness to me. Do ur best in ur life and may god bless u my loving sister!..

its her..Melda <3

Best in Tawau~

 This is pisang goreng cheese

Manggo sago

Heaven food from Tawau. Thnx IndoCafe!!

I am not begging..i'm just asking....

Too much pain when u  left .. I need your help  telling me this.? What's my fault?  Why you left me after  giving a million hopes. Why do you go when I really need you right now.....pls...dont treat me like i'm nothing...

~i really wanna sleep forever~

Just for u...

 i want to b like this

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you...

Some1 give this to me.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rm0jR0yj_Mw&feature=related

I should be studying right now...exam is around the corner. But i still on my internet, doing some blogging and facebooking all day along..huhu.what to do??i still not doing anything for my coming exam.Whenever i opened the book, i started asleep.But i must prepare my self right now so i wont regret..i need to improve my pointer. Last sem i got 3.63 and i want to get more than that on my coming exam.Goshhhh!!!!fighting girl!!..

Act Cool~

I just cant stop thinking of u after that day. We used to b together, but u are the one who made this. i cant stopped u..now we are far away...dont u ever come into my life again..coz i really wanna forget u..forget ur smile, forget ur face..forget everything about u...please..Go AWAY......

~Let the picture's speak~

p/s weheartit pic....

~Beluran my birth place~

Ada apa dengan nama BELURAN?..

Menurut sumber, Perkataan Beluran ini diambil daripada perkataan dari suku kaum yg terdapat di pekan Beluran (Sungai, Dusun Labuk dan Tidong) iaitu perkataan BALUDAN..Yang mana, perkataan BALUDAN ini merupakan nama bukit yg menjadi "Land Mark" pekan ini. Pertukaran nama terjadi ketika pemerintahan Inggeris iaitu akibat daripada salah sebutan dan ejaan dalam surat menyurat oleh warga Inggeris yang tidak fasih menyebut perkataan dalam bahasa tempatan menyebabkan BULUDAN bertukar kepada BELURAN dan kekal sehingga kini.

Beluran merupakan antara daerah yang terbesar di sabah. Merangkumi kawasan seluas 2,979 batu persegi bersamaan 7,717 kilometer.Jumlah penduduk Daerah Beluran pula berdasarkan bancian pada tahun 2008 (Banci: 2008) ialah 96,900 orang.

Beluran merupakan sebuah daerah yang mempunyai pelbagai etnik. Kepelbagaian etnik ini membawa keistimewaan yang tersendiri kepada daerah beluran. Selain daripada itu beluran juga kaya dengan makanan laut. Ikan, udang, ketam, sotong, selisip, kerang dan macam-macam lagi diperolehi dengan mudah dan murah di daerah ini. Ketam boleh diperolehi dengan harga semurah Rm 4 sekilo. Begitu juga dengan udang pesayan ( udang kecil ) mahupun udang gala ( udang besar-besar ) boleh diperolehi dengan harga yang sangat murah berbanding di tempat-tempat lain.

Di beluran juga terdapat lebih dari 50 buah sekolah rendah dan sekolah menengah. Ini menunjukkan daerah beluran juga tidak ketinggalan dari segi pendidikan. Apa yang menarik daerah beluran telah melahirkan banyak pemimpin-pemimpin, guru, doktor, jurutera, artis dan sebagainya.

Apapun saya bangga menjadi anak kelahiran daerah beluran. Semoga dapat posting di beluran pada tahun 2013 nanti....my future pupils...wait for me!hehehe...

Beluran view

ikan segar & ketam segar yang murah di Beluran saja..XD

sayur pun ada mcm di kundasang..

depan pasar beluran

local product pun ada baa..hihi

Tamu beluran..

Afraid~

~Soul~

~got from http://weheartit.com/....

Touching stories~...

~Mum~( a real story )

My mom only had one eye. I hated her, she was such an embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market.She collected little weeds and such to sell, anything for the money we needed she was such an embarrassment.There was this one day during elementary school. I remember that it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school..."Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me.

I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?! You're only going to make me a laughingstock. Why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time.

Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly.

That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.

Then I studied really hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.

This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!"... It was my mother...Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.

And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if I tried to make that real. I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter! Get out here now!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared. Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.

Then a wave of relief came upon me... one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

My Son,

I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.

You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine... I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me. I thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me.' I miss the times when you were still young around me.

I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me. My world shattered! Then I cried for the person who lived for me. My Mother.

P/s...this story i got from google...XD

Should be me~

that should be me, holdin your hand
that should be me, makin you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feelin' your kiss
that should be me, buyin you gifts
this is so wrong, i cant go on
do you believe
that that should be me
that should be me

Your call~

Your call~

Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry

call I’m desperate for your voice

listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It’s playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet....

I believe in Miracles and dreams that will come true,
And I believe in happiness, I believe in love.., through and through
I believe that when you cry your tears are not in vain,
And when you’re sad and lonely someone knows that you’re in pain...

This is Life

There is something about life...

p/s Enjoy life..no matter hard it may seem...

Bored~~!

Seriously .. I'm bored with my life ... I think there is no fun with it ...~!..I sometimes try to think positive .. but still I think so..huhu!..there are many thing that made me down.!!..many times I tried to get up again...and now unfortunately .. I'm bored to rise again.....do you know y?~~cuz i'm sick of all that stupid things..FULLSTOP!!~~

I love when i win......XD

I am proud...cuz i make it. i dont care want u want to talk bout me..HELL YOU!!!ahahahaa!

Bz week ever

 This week quit difficult for me...here bz..there bz!!!!! and unfortunately i hate BUSY!!!!!!!...huhuhu..Tired and i lost my energy...Lord Pls help me!huuhuhu....Urmmm but still...i miss my sayangss...huhuhu...sory for always asleep when u called..i'm just too damn much tired sygss ..huuhu..im so sorry my dear..hope after all  this finish...we have our time again..ok? or not so ok?hehehe.. Hurmm i hope u are reading this right now..i want u to know  i miss u so damn much!!i love u more than u love me,,..!!! i hate when u r not here beside me..huhu..what else eh?urmmmm i want also know that u mean everything to me...u r are my light and i'm not longer in sorrow...Lebiuuuuuu <3.......

~Im sorry~

I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you. 

Punk Rock Jalanan???????????

Pernah dengar lagu Punk Rock Jalanan??hurmmm bagi sesiapa yg belum dengar lagu tu..sila2 la dengar or download.

Lagu ni memang best sangat-sangat. lirik yang begitu mendalam dan mempunyai jalan cerita tersendiri. lagu ini mula sebenarnya sudah muncul pada tahun 2009 kalu tidak silap namun ianya begitu popular sekitar pertengahan tahun 2010 dan mula rancak dimainkan di radio-radio tanah air. Lagu yang begitu mengusik perasaan bagi orang-orang yang bercinta, bagi wanita-wanita yang mencintai kekasihnya, bagi lelaki-lelaki yg mencintai kekasihnya, bagi cinta-cinta telarang, bagi cinta-cinta yang tidak terbalas dan sebagainya. Penyanyi sebenar lagu Punk Rock jalanan ni belum lagi di ketahui sehingga kini. Apapun sy respect sangat ngan org yg cipta lagu ni. Thanx for compose such a beatiful song and lyric!!

            Berikut adalah lirik lagu nya :

sungguhku menyesal
telah mengenal dia
dan aku kecewa
tlah menyayanginya
dan aku tak akan
mengulang kedua kalinya…

kusimpan rindu dihati
gelisah tak menentu
berawal dari, kita bertemu
kau akan kujaga

kuingin engkau mengerti
betapa kau ku cinta
hanya padamu aku bersumpah
kau akan kujaga sampai mati

kuingin tau siapa namamu
dan kuingin tau dimana rumahmu
walau sampai akhir hayat ini…

jalan hidup kita berbeda
aku hanyalah punk rock jalanan
yang tak punya harta berlimpah
untuk dirimu sayang…

*
kutunggu kau kutunggu
kunanti kau kunanti
walau sampai akhir hayat ini (2x)

kukira kau setia padaku
ternyata kau menduakanku
diriku akhirnya tak menduga…

kukesal kini kualami
perjalanan cinta selama dulu
kukira kau bosan padaku…
ternyata kau menduakanku..

dulu kau berjanji
akan sehidup semati..(itu gombal)

dan aku kecewa telah menyayanginya
dan aku tak akan mengulang kedua kalinya…

kusimpan rindu dihati
gelisah tak menentu
berawal dari kita bertemu
kau akan ku jaga (sampai mati)

kuingin engkau mengerti
betapa kau kucinta
hanya padamu aku bersumpah
kau akan kujaga selamanya.

kuingin tau siapa yg menyayangimu
dan kuingin tau ku menyayangimu
walau sampai akhir hayat ini…

jalan hidup kita berbeda
aku hanyalah punk rock jalanan
yang tak punya mobil mewah
tuk dirimu sayang

Thnx for Loving me

~Mode malam ni ialah Jiwang..hehe

~urmmmmmmmmm sy rindu ma Lover sy..huhu..bisuk dia ada game..semoga beliau menang...hehe..i love u so much..GUDluck BabeH!!!!...
~jan lupa msg or Kol syg ar...
~ I love U so The very-VerY mUcHHHH!!!

OUr sOng ~ AiShitEru~

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Wo wo wo..
Wo wo wo..a a ai aishiteru

Sometimes when i missing You...~

What will i do when i miss u..???

~looking at ur picture..

~singging our song..

~thinking Of YOU..

~Sometimes i cry a lot..huhu

~Talking about u with someone else..

~Looking at ur msg that i save..hehe

~Playing guitar so i can remember u more..

~writing a diary about u...

~Listening to our song..

~watching our fav movie..

What i want to do when u next to me??

~hurmm..i wanna hold ur hand..

~i wanna hug u so u can feel how i feel..

~ i wanna kiss ur face..

~i wanna kiss ur head..

~i wanna kiss ur shoulder..

~i wanna lying next to u...

~i wanna scream to u how much i miss u and how damn i love u..

~i will never let u go..

~i want u to kiss me..

~i want u to hug me...

Berubah

saya mau berubah!!..xmau mcm dulu lagi..utak sy buduh!!!!!huhuhu..i hate my feelings!!!